November 22, 2009

Sigh.

All I want is to be someone I'm not. Someone the complete opposite of me. So I can attempt to understand the world in their eyes; So they can be me in exchange, to see what I see...

I hold on to the past a bit more than I should.

I want understanding, contentment and just to move on form everything I'm holding in my thoughts. Anything but this numb feeling I get when I just simply close my eyes.
What have I become?


On the brighter side of things, Matty knows where his feet, nose and arms are located on his body. :)
He never ceases to amaze me.
Is it possible for a person's heart to explode by merely kissing the tiniest of fingers?
I think that will be the way I'd die... exploding from holding so much adoration for this little guy.