I'm nervous and scared.
I can't tell her how I feel. It's relevant in order to be successful with the situation but what happens when what I'm supposed to say is the entire problem?
"Hey lady, be my friend, I've got stories to tell you."
It's not that simple.
Is it all in my head? Am I just overreacting?
I don't think so. This is real and it's all I've got.
So I'm kicking everything out of the way of what's supposed to be helping me. It's all on me this time.