There's no denying that I've been a bit more happy than usual for the past few weeks. Though, at the same time, it's as if my mind has mixed feelings about how it wants me to feel. It's draining to say the least.
Everything that I've vowed to no longer be existent is reputedly creeping back to me. I've tried forgetting all the things detrimental in my life but it's not working, it never seems to work. Whether these certain things physically return or mentally, it's all the same.
It will never subside.